Well, there are five days  (104 hours : 14 minutes : 35 seconds) until my birthday.  But who's counting..  Anyway, I talked to my dad today and he told me he was coming up for my birthday, but he will be the only one.  Not anyone else, not even my mom.  Why?  Welll...
Ever since I came out to my parents, my mom has been very angry at me.  First ( Read more... )

Well.. I have been out as a lesbian since I was 17 (I am now 27), so 10 years now.  Wow, I feel old!  lol  But anyway, I all the while I felt like something was missing.  It's something I thought about a lot over the years, the same way I thought for a long, long time about being a lesbian before coming out (had to come out to myself and come to ( Read more... )

I talked to my doctor here at the hospital and also a counselor here and I learned that maybe I'm not as far away from my goal of being able to at least pass for male as I thought I might be.  Somehow it seemed so unattainable before, but now that I talked about it actually face-to-face with someone who can give an objective opinion and things, it ( Read more... )

Okay, well this will probably sound stupid no matter how I start... I've done a lot of thinking on this subject, but somehow it's harder to say the word than it was to admit I am gay. Right now, I'm in the hospital in Idaho Falls. I guess this is a good time to sort through my feelings a bit more... But no sense in beating around the bush about it ( Read more... )